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“No!” she yells in a hoarse shout. Her eyes meet mine, round with fear.
Tight with her lies.
I look at the man.
“Then he can take the beating I meant for you.” He jerks her up by her hair and I run to him, punching him with fists too small to inflict damage.
He tosses mama like garbage and her beauty falls to the floor, her long hair spilling around her like a dark fan, luminous eyes catch mine in belated warning.
He shoves me on my bottom.
A pot full of rage that has nowhere to go simmers close to boiling. I feel it swell inside me. Ready.
“Don't you hurt my baby!” she screams.
An ember appears in his free hand, it glows like a lost firefly in the darkness and the air fills with cloying sweetness. “Sorry, Tasha. If you don't pay, someone will.”
“No, Rex...”
His hand slams into her face. “Don't say my name.”
Mama falls back.
She doesn't move.
I do what she's told me to do.
I grab the bulge between his legs and twist it.
I use both hands.
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An elephant is sitting on my chest.
I gulp oxygen and it tastes like water.
I'm drowning.
“Ty—hear me.”
I gasp as I swim to the surface.
Gotta. Break. Through.
“Tyron Marius Simpson, hear me and awake.”
I sit up straight, my eyes bulging so hard they feel like they'll burst the pockets of my face.
I take in where I am.
I can still smell the cigar smoke and my hands tremble as they search for fresh wounds that are no longer there.
I can see my mother and how beautiful she looked in the middle of violence and dirt.
I turn my forearms over and see what my tats cover.
I was her shield.
Doctor Grady says nothing, just watches me.
“How do you feel, Ty?”
I feel like someone kicked me in the stomach, thanks for asking.
Out loud I ask, “Did you...? Did I?” God, this sucks ass. I don't know what bonehead things I did when I was lying there helpless in my sleep. I don't know what I said.
The secrets I revealed.
“Yes, you were under for quite a while. But,” Doctor Grady's clear amber eyes look into mine, “I thought it was best we get you out of there.”
“What did I say?” I ask. Hating not knowing.
Hating knowing.
“Your mother's name? Tasha...” Grady's eyebrows rose.
It felt weird as hell to have someone say her name.
Tasha Simpson isn't beautiful anymore.
She is dead. Her funeral is this week.
The drugs that she loved more than anything have taken her.
“What do you remember?”
My eyes burn. I've never cried in my life.
I won't start now. My hands clench into fists. I shove that shit down where it belongs: deep and unowned.
I hate what the child I was had to suffer. I don't regret it. He'd have killed her.
Rex.
I turn over my arms, bringing my forearms together. The tribal sleeves do a bang-up job of hiding the worst of it.
But if you know what you're looking for, it stands out like measles of scar tissue.
Grady leans forward until his knees press into the side of the couch as I wordlessly show him that I know the why of the damage I camouflage.
He knows what he's looking for.
Grady's hands dangle between his knees as he loses count at the circular burn marks that dot my flesh.
Cigar-sized.
I shrug his hand off my shoulder when he tries to give me comfort.
I can't accept it.
I have one goal.
Vengeance has a name.
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three days later
I rub my eyes with my index and thumb, leaning back my chair. I knot my hands behind my head and close my eyes.
I'm so fucking tired of using Google I could die.
There is no Rex.
I know what I have to do. I need more information. I'll need to visit Grady again just to find out what I can. I can't break the lock of my memories.
He says it's a deep-seeded measure the mind uses to protect itself.
The thought of recounting any more snippets of my miserable childhood brings on an instant, physical reaction.
My palms sweat and my breathing comes short and hard. I sit up, my hands gripping the armrests in my office at the Black Rose.
I know I'm having one of those candy ass panic attacks so I plow through it, my eyes burning, my armpits tingling with instant sweat as it beads my upper lip.
Kiki bursts in without knocking, pushy broad.
She takes one look at my face and walks closer, cautiously. “What the hell is it?”
I shake my head, dumping my chin to my chest, not looking at her.
Kandace “Kiki” King is a pole dancer, one of my best. Though I don't supervise much anymore. I leave that to the floor manager. Even private lap auditions, once a mainstay of my job and a sick thrill I enjoyed, is now growing stale as fuck.
I'm unraveling.
I know it.
Grady sure as fuck does.
And he's got the word for the precinct. Good old Thorn is hanging on by a thread.
They have a dumb name for it.
Trigger.
A current event triggers memories of a traumatic one.
When my boy McKenna's girl almost got done in by that whack job, Bunce Junior, it had enough parallels that now I was on vacation from undercover.
Mandatory, with pay.
Standard with a kill in the line of duty.
I guess I took a little too much pleasure in offing that fuck.
I close my eyes, the image of Faren on the floor, covered in Butch's blood.... it echoes too many long-buried memories.
Now, like an exhumation, the ghosts have escaped their graves.
I open my eyes and Kiki is standing there. She knows I won't give an inch, no one knows Thorn.
That's how I like it—safe. Anonymity by choice.
Her face hardens, but inside that bravado is a soft center. Kiki doesn't fool me, she never has. “Ready?”
I nod, standing abruptly.
I tower over her.
A sudden memory comes over me.
Rex was tall. Like father, like son.
But that's where the likeness ends. His fair skin is milk to my chocolate.
Who says dark is evil?
I say it hides in the light.
Kiki and I leave for Tasha Simpson's funeral.
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Acknowledgments
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